Summer 2015

I cut my hair

My favorite color is purple

And I’m in love

I drew the universe on your hand

And on your finger tips I wrote

“You are all of it”

Because you were all of it to me

We fell in love in a place named after a shape

We fell in love in a smoke cloud

We fell in love in a prehistoric box

We fell in love in a lot of different places

And I gave you a lot of me

But it must have been too much

Because when the words slipped out that I had too much skin I cried

And you saw me cry but you didn’t know that’s how I fell asleep that night

With too much skin, and too many tears

Summer 2015

I cut my hair

My favorite color is purple

And I’m in love

But this isn’t a love story

The truth is you cut into my body more times than you realize

And you thought you were taking out all the parts you didn’t like

But you were really taking out everything

Your nights were spent crying in my arms

And my nights were spent crying in my pillow

Your nights were spent telling me all your problems

Mine were spent writing my problems down

Summer 2015

And I’m not going to sugar coat it

I have a fucking eating disorder

I can’t eat anything because I’m not allowed to

I cut my hair

My favorite color is purple

And despite all the shit you’re putting me through I’m still in love

Because somewhere in your fucked up head you found a way to make me think you loved me, too

I’m vulnerable so I continue to fall in love with you

In all these different places

But at this one specific time

Summer 2017

I cut my hair

My favorite color is purple

And I’m in love

With every curve

And every stretch mark

And every roll on my body

by Taylor

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